I have good days and bad days Nadia

Submitted by Broken Heart (United States), Feb 17, 2017 at 20:24

Yesterday was a bad day. I asked him to block me and refuses .,why I don't know because he dumped me. I will block him then unblock him but I haven't talked to him today and I don't plan on talking to him again. I wasted my time and yes we met several times and I paid for almost all of it. He paid for food. He brainwashed me. I'm seeing the true picture because I keep reading on here and the things I read are familiar. I think he has other fb accounts and I think it's possible he replaced me with another foreign woman because I told him last time if we met again I wouldn't pay what I've been paying to see him. I have spent almost $20 thousand dollars. That's crazy! I'm hurt but I know I'm going to get better. I'm glad I didn't marry him and he just gave me a lame excuse to say he would marry within his culture and religion but it's funny he never said that until I refused to pay for another trip. I bought him a phone and a laptop too. Yes call me a fool because I feel like one.

My family is very upset with me. I'm the head of a retail clothing visual department but I don't make this kind of money to spend like I'm rich. I inherited a good amount from my grandmother when she passed. Almost all of it was spent on him. This is why my family is upset. He's 3 years younger than me. I couldn't live in Algeria and it's not up for discussion to bring him to the US and without me he can't get a visa. It's impossible and still may be impossible now that Trump is president. Anyway he told me yesterday he wouldn't be with me if I was the last woman on earth. I said thanks after how good I have been to you and I told him to block me completely but he refused I think to torment me. He puts up all these sexy profile pics.

Today I didn't look at his profile and I'm going to fight to stop looking at it because he used me and then threw me away after all the lies he told me. Thanks for listening to me and that's thanks to everyone because I know I have whined but I'm getting better I feel. When he told me he wouldn't be with me if I was the last woman on earth that really did a lot to me about my feelings for him. He calls me a piece of sh%%. I told him he was a lying using son of a bi$&@. He said you called my Mom a bi$&@. I said nope in American terms it means you not your Mom. I'm glad I got everything off my chest. I have drove my friends and family nuts but this too shall pass.

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