I know You are right Becs, and i will

Submitted by Tulle (Denmark), Jan 1, 2014 at 17:21

Dear Becs

Yes my head is spinning and sometimes i think i will go crazy. But thank you for sharing , I know it must be hard for you. And it is a sad story. But the name Gemma.... i've heard that too!

It was November 2012 I met him, more than a year ago.That's why i'm afraid it was when Gemma lived with him. I remember one night, on Skype. Suddenty he wrote "Bedtime Gemma" to me???. He apologized immediately, but when I asked" who is Gemma", he said he would tell me the next time I came to Sharm. I 've been to Sharm since then - late March this year. Happy to see him, and i did'nt ask again. My last trip I had to cancel as Denmark stopped for travelers to Egypt - because of the rebellion. My luck, i can see that now.

It means a lot to hear about his true nature. I will have something to hold onto, Now I know you're absolutely right , I have to go . Today I have removed Mahmoud from Skype. I can not bear to confront him , mostly because I think he will deny everything .

Anyway, I do not think he is so interested anymore , our contact has been declining recently. He probably has one or more women he charms right now. I have thought about it before, afraid to say it out loud , afraid it was the truth . Now I know !

However, it is good to know that not everything he told me was a lie . Even if his version is not quite tally with the truth. The story with the camera and that he wants to work as a photographer , I've heard it in April. Strange to hear it from you too.

I will use the new year as a fresh start , and hope I never hear from him again. I will still travel to Egypt , he shall not have the satisfaction to scare me away. Egypt is much more than him, and I think it will help me to move on.

I can not wait, until he will disappear out of my head. I'm so tied, and I need to think and sleep without him on my mind. In time i will get there, thanks to you Becs. I might have to write to you again for support if it gets to hard on me.

Thanks again, and happy new year.

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