Thanks luigi..

Submitted by Becs (United Kingdom), May 21, 2013 at 19:16

Thanks luigi for your comments, I can always rely on your honesty to say it how it is and this I like. I know everything you say is true.. And your right even if he is not using me for money or visa the reality of life over there for me or any potential children is something I can't do and for some reason my mind has quickly forgot.. I am only remembering the good, romantic stuff he did and as you say continues to do.. I feel guilty and torn because I feel I have come back to nothing.. But I know I have to get living life again.

Thanks for replying and not thinking I am crazy.. I nearly didn't post again and almost bought a ticket but know its a stupid idea.. Just feel no one understands me do wanted to come back on here.. I just went to Brussels to visit a female friend which was nice and gave me some much needed time out for a long weekend.. I need to focus on my future now. God life can be tough and the mind boggles..

But yeah your point on the age difference is probably right although only 5 years it often felt more when he would act like a child but then made me feel a child when shouting at me that I don't respect him because I was talking to a man I worked with!! (These are things I need to remember!! Not the mushy stuff!!) Thanks again sorry for my pathetic story.. Just helps knowing someone is there to sound off.. Becs

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