For sheila from melanie

Submitted by Melanie (United Kingdom), Nov 21, 2018 at 16:24

Hi sheila! yes i did thankyou so much and i did reply to you..in fact ive replied to yourself and freebird who also kindly responded but you dont seem to have got them..apologies..if im honest im a mess thanks for asking so sweet of you..im sat here again crying checking my phone waiting to hear from him..we commuincated all the time and now he goes m.i.a every few days leaving me not being able to get anything done for fear of missing him..i wont bore you with all the details about messenger and watsapp somethings are making my suspicions grow further and my gut feelings are strong especially youre insight and reading everything on here and you tube..he ticks every box!..i cant take it anymore im going to go insane..ive always had it together even past boyfriends never had it this bad..hes got this hold over me and as if its magic..im so fixated on him and cant get out of it..its crazy..i live alone which makes it worse..what the heck has has he done to me?..i dont get it..i feel.such a fool..i suspect hes talking to other women and if he comes back on messenger will use his ill brother or his phone broke or his new job which i still no nothing about!!..big fat liar..these days who cant get hold of another phone especially to talk with the one they love!..i know in my heart sheila what needs to be done and block him and move on but its sooo hard..hes broke my heart in 2..the pain is unbearable!..i miss him so bad we had something so special..i thought id found my soulmate thats what hurts the most of all is that he made me beleive and i shared so much of my bad past my horrible life things that have happened to me..how do they do it and do they not feel guilty!.last week he was all over me like a rash cos i was sending him money and he knows that from when we first started talking that i had some money coming to me soon to use for my flight and live there but theres been a delay..and isnt it funny how since ive told him theres a long delay hes slowly started backing off..i suspect looking for a better offer elsewhere!cos he knows im not rich at the moment..i sent him another 100 pound last week..i dont get much and went without and didnt have any money left or myself for food etc..how stupid of me! Ive done this a few times..i feel sick to the pit of my stomach..if i dont hear from him i will give him a couple more days and im going to expose him on his face book and let all his friends and other women who will view it that will be talking to him see just what he is and the damage hes caused is beyond beleif..sorry to babble on sheila ive no one to talk to..i hope you are doing ok!..thanks so much for being there and listening..much love to you ❤xxxxx

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