Lana

Submitted by Lorna (United Kingdom), Oct 10, 2018 at 13:25

I never sought him out He just always left a comment on Instagram then we started chatting ! Now he ignores me most of time on there !
I thank you for your advice my heart hurts do much and my head !
I've had 2 serious relationships in my life ..his is unusual because I have not met him ! My last partner we were together 5 years he's UK person and he cheated on me ! I never went out with a man from another country before ! I'm 39 he is 30 ...I've had 4 deaths in less than a year ..my mother ..my agent he committed suicide ..my aunt and I was in a car crash where my work colleague died !
Life has been very hard , I have a honours degree and a good job I'm far from stupid !
But somehow I've been groomed I feel ! I love him so much as he makes me feel that he is all I have left , how only he can make me happy ,how I must trust only him !
He s very good looking but tgen I'm not ugly neither am I desperate for a man ! He said he got lucky when he found me ! He was right!
Please see I'm an ordinary woman traumatised by the last year and I fell in love with a Kurdish man 9 years younger ! Sabrina said he was 20 ..no where did I mention his age but he is not a boy he is 30 !
I'm not on medication for mental health as I had no prior problems !
I have to have treatment called trauma therapy! I'm sorry you all think I'm strange or high on meds !
I'm just a woman who fell in love in the wrong way ! Can you help me get away from him ? I don't know I've tried !
I've travelled the world with work and thought I could read most people but this has all thrown me !
One day when I'm better and out of this bubble I will write this story !
Take care my friends ..I hope Sheila can email me back I need a friend right now !

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