Sheila I'm here I'm ok I'm sorry I scared you all forgive me

Submitted by Lorna, Sep 4, 2018 at 18:37

I'm sorry I went to doctor and he gave me medication to calm me and some other stuff ! In was so scared I would kill myself as my mum is not here and I wanted to be with her as I hurt so much ! He continues to email and I've blocked him again tonight as have 3 email accounts! I know he is not worth it but I can't get away from the pain inside me ! I was truly shocked that he didn't love me as I believed all his words,, beautiful lies ..I'm not sure how to climb out of this bit you all have helped me see what I needed to see which is that the last 9 month was lies ! We were going to make a baby lol omg he just made a fool.of me !

Sheila I'm ok and I'm sorry that I scared you ! I would like your email if that's possible ! Please keep this website going I can't bear to think of more being hurt like this ! I can't help the American he spoke of I don't know who she is but I pray for her too !

I'm sorry I'm ranting again ! Thank you everyone for your kind words !

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