I hate the mental pain

Submitted by Broken Heart (United States), Feb 10, 2017 at 18:17

Today has been a tough day. I sometimes don't want to be here anymore because of the pain. I know what's it's like to be with him. I love and miss him. We did talk and he feels the same but he says we can never change who we are for it to work out. He said he was sorry for hurting me. He says it makes him hurt too. I feel I would rather try than give up but he don't want this. I don't know maybe he's right. After reading what I have with all the stories I wonder. He seems sincere but he's so sure we won't make it but when we were together it felt like heaven to me. He made me laugh and smile. He would hold me and tell me how much he loves me and how beautiful I am. I feel exactly the same about him.

My heart is completely broken. I ask God why. It's the hardest to lose someone you love very very much. He never asked me to help him with a visa. He said he felt our cultures were too different to make a marriage work and we would end up in a divorce. I know my story is not as horrible as others here but my heart is that broken.

Christy if you see this I would like to talk to you if you don't mind. I hope everyone is well.

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