In so much pain

Submitted by Amy (United States), Nov 27, 2016 at 19:22

I'm sorry to keep posting. The latest I found out has pulled me down bad. I knew he was doing this but I didn't have the proof. Even though I put him out of my life it hurt and he wanted it to hurt me. I feel like a fool. He is just a player and a sorry broke one too. He don't want a real job because if he did he could use his degree in teaching. I know the pain doesn't disappear but I'm tired of all this. I hope he doesn't create another Facebook account. If he does I'm not reading the message and I'll be forced to delete my Facebook to get him to leave me alone. This new girl she just don't know what she has. He will make her life a living hell. I feel this and plus he went about all this in a bad wrong way. One day he will answer for how he has hurt others and used them. I wish I had never started talking to him but I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I know it could be worse and I feel ashamed for whining. I get hurt easily. I wish I wasn't this way. I try to stay busy with different things but all this haunts me. As the saying goes this too shall pass.

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