dont trust egyptian man too much

Submitted by cha (United Arab Emirates), Apr 20, 2015 at 05:36

The pain still fresh.. i had egyptian boyfriend and treat me like a princess..he always make me feel im special..he always told me he loves me very much that he dont want to lost me..he always kiss and hug me and told me i will never be alone again and he is always there.. i really feel very very happy with him..we go to places here in dubai if we have time and all that days, its perfect..its memorable..we always end the day happy and feel loved.. one day, the company who hes working is closed, and he tried to find new job.. he found new..yes thank God he found new.. but he needs to go back in their country before his visa was finish..

i feel very scared because he told me before that his mother told him that they will find a girl for him so im scared about it..and everytime he told me he will go home im not talking and he know me..he know why and told me not thinking because it will not happen and trust him.. in his 5 days staying there, he always message me and told me he loves me very much and he is not happy and there and he needs to hug me that he miss me so much.. but suddenly, after how many days, i feel he changed, he not message me often..he just message me when i send him message first thats why i doubt and ask him what happen..at first he answer nothing happen.. that he is not changed ..that he is same..he is just busy to go out with his friends..

i believe that ..but then, i feel really something happen and ask him to told me what really happen, thats the time he told me his visa came and he is not happy to leave his family..his mother want him to stay there and his mother found a girl for him and she see the girl good for him.. he told me but he will come back here in dubai.. but then, when i ask him if he still love me, he answer "i dont know" ..that makes my whole world lost..im hurt very much.. i ask him again and again but his answer same..he told me he cant say yes and he cant say no and he will come back here but he needs to be alone.. just work and home.. im very very hurt now and i dont know how i will forget him..

all places i go, it makes me remember him.. my workplace..the street going home.. he metro station..all all places.. i just dont believe it happens..i just dont believe he will come back but maybe not see him again..i just dont believe that was the last day im with him..i just dont know what i do now.. i want to forget everything..forget the pain..forget all and i want to be happy again..but i dont know when and how.. im very very in pain now..i just need a prayer to be ok soon.. i trust him and believe him but in the end he leaves me..he lobes his family so much i know that..he will get engage when he will go back again there..

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