to saharablonde

Submitted by lost and heart-broken (France), Oct 4, 2011 at 04:42

Wow, all what u said surprised me. its so true and its so matched with what happened to me.

During the last two years, he didnt buy me a lot of gifts, only on my birthday or valentine's day. but this time, only 12 days for vacation, he bought me four gifts. and one of them is a very beautiful and expensive bracelet.i felt sth was different, but i just thought he just loved me more. and now, i understood that he may did sth bad to me, that is why he wanted to give me gifts.

and i do believe that its his parents who set him up with that girl. but they really still live under this kind of tradition??i met his parents, they were very nice and high educated. this just happened too fast. before going to morocco for vacation, he could give his life to me, but right after, he has another girl......

he's still calling me....everyday. to tell me his day, his feelings and his problems...just as when we were together. i dont know how to deal with this. i saw his number appear on my phone, i cant help myself to pick it up.

i know its the best for me to leave him. but i still have so many feelings for him. and i still need more time to accept all of these, its very scary. i feel that i was surrounded by lots of lies in the past two years.

it was a big mistake that i went out with him the fitst time......

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